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Lily of the Valley

by J Wade

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1.
Plan B 01:58
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As inexpensive as living is I’m venturing in forming syndicates I pay this toll to breathe on my own Us at last naughty dog sifting through the coal My sequel get told from Peace if I know much Cant wait another day Palm the open flame Get burned and go with guts boost Twist my wrist her clutch loose Much proven to the doubters Free of expectations make em remove the scouters He look to me for only my power In him I see only cowardice Belly growling Throwing the towel in Would render me skinny The ending you give me so linear Poverty plays What can I picture on this Nvidia Derivative of who I buried Burden I carried And had to drop like my frames I Want her wearing out my name But I cant afford no ring Drop my hat on her head How the cattleman said It ain't the meat it’s how you feed it Ain't the air you breathin' it’s how you perceive it Fell from a tower of grievances Just to tuck and roll We walk to together do not ever tuck yo gold Less I got eyes for it Lies that I make time for my lord This don't happen you gon' be surprised for us Fortune I seemed to miss And the feel of the skin been A minute missing my niggas Spliffs in the wind By my lonely To keep me cozy
2.
Just Enough 02:27
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Covering ground Minimal battery capacity Doubling down cash grabbing me Wrinkled my tee Spit and grab another from the closet Keep what you on I’m off it Stand off with me I’ll be home before supper Tuck and roll A hit on this spliff voluptuous How you up and just Ride along through whatever baby From pot to kettle Ever present If I find it Any climate I am hooded just in case Not no good at keeping space Ocular out of the equation I’m much more And my glorious creations make the story for me Know that form is always second How the view below me fairing you Carried a carriage of perishables Watch a different manipulation of variables Just enough To switch the finish up I maybe remember but I spend not a neuron On the nuances in life Im takin' it all in stride It’s me Thou hath forsaken He got all that money why he scared of spending it baby What’s in the cage for me Don't look no bigger than this one Another figurative sentence Whittled my wisdom To pawn it off Or so you thought There is man There is beast There is you Then there is me The great divide Funds fatally fetishized What’s enough Totalitarians buried under hunger insatiable Relatable but at expense of us New supporters in an influx Imma lover at the core So I don’t know what’s believable anymore I see not a mans face but his heart So you know if we apart I see them visions in that ticker My existence is a risk but I take it over being pasty any day I’m hasty cause I can never guarantee That imma see the sun rise again Fire in my belly Tell me try whatever just because In this with everything And I'm alive on just enough
3.
Madagascar 01:17
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Watch her strike them poses while I flip the sword over I know niggas who fiend for culture More focused On the now like fuck the next Raise them arms up to protect But much too slow I can attest Betwixt the fingers with the pen Like oh if it isn't he Need not envy Cannot willingly be born into identity Southern brothers lucky to be Descendants of thee Means I would take it out the tightest balled fist Sun glisten Watch close I survey hesitate to strike and you ball the pitch Maul exists with me As a vessel I clear my schedule to collect you Bled through all my linens She wrestle the snake to get the venom Ingest it don't listen to no warning Arms distance Pistol I will rip you before you draw it Rewatch clips of my performance Do that how does he Simply unlucky Beard is rugged Ace glide down the sleeve Onto the table then retrieve all chips And escape with em
4.
Trembling (feat. Kari) 02:30
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This ain’t a fantasy or only fans my only plans To lock souls and eyes as we enter the holy land I can’t stand it Not sitting well with my spirit Can’t internalize my love without making sure that you hear it In its essence So it feel like a holiday when in each other’s presence A four page letter couldn’t summarize the message Or the future I foresee Four seat in a luxury but it’s only two I had a dream bout companionship and it’s only you So I extend the offer for mutual ascension Exponential growth and some undivided attention Part of the recipe You get the best of me Until the bedroom transform into the Chesapeake And all of the lights off and the sparks get wings Might need a cup of ice cup holder how I’m in between You feel me in your spleen Above average you know what I mean Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going Yeah you keep me going We go back and forth about the future Skin to skin she tremble with my every maneuver Baby who knew us Starcrossed lovers Far from above it Can't grasp Like your backside in its circumference Lose track of time with me beloved We uncovered on the queen sheets Who need peace when I got you Outta character Obtuse Unsettled feelings fill a room A stunning gown Past the crowd Our eyes met Then I knew that it was you to which I want to give my dying breath Love was no part of my dialect Cant reject if I get high instead But to you my heart say I was led Unlike me to listen Roses blocking my vision My lip quiver when I kiss her Every time feel like the first Stretched the collar on my shirt The world at rest when we together Taking it step by step Every I chance I get Bask in your aura The allure of your beauty in its subtleties Make me believe that my life is that of luxury Constellations above With you up under me Bask in your aura The allure of your beauty in its subtleties Make me believe that my life is that of luxury
5.
All I Need 01:33
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At it’s simplest Diligence fill you in I please easy No need to read me Thrill seeking in sonic sequence What part of presence presents the issue Beats sit on my temple Buried nose in the tissue Cop a cobb lets get loose Two stepping so elegant You reckon my rhetoric A weapon if the situation call for that Stretching starter caps I’ll call you back When the mic off We feel the spark like Raikov Temptation I fight off To send this shit right up with me 7's for this lil 50 Then it hit me Nowhere we getting Thinking only of the benefits Good leader thinking only of the denizens No grays But countless stripes on these veterans Bars cut through the walls Outside my door head noddin' crossin' arms Play fate baby How we look crossing god Prolly the same just flaming 8’s so dangerous And I be handin' out like 5 each All my homies do the same Handing em a piece of my leaf All they need Lets get this show rolling Relaying accolades And you say its showboating What ever you call it All this Made off strength The walls closing in Inhale think slim THC what I breathe Royalty what bleed Yo smile project onto me Happiness all I need
6.
MacTavish 02:19
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Whatever comprehensive Say I’m More than sure that it was me that need convincing Packed with no condensing In for the dependence on Being below where the glory fall Palm blocking my eyes Time pass away in the shade Fit of rage Energy drained Lighter on my feet Bare belly slide across the sheets Wrist along the drum Fingers locked and we sung Whatever come to us I can’t rest my head when the sun is up Day ends not for the nocturnal Got a bookworm in place of my infernal Agility for eternals Wind propel the word you heard through Casual passing I got up and at em when Blake told me to get active Built this body to make it happen Watch my consumption hope it last me Lift myself off the earth Roll my shoulder She compliment my shoes and how I'm making em work A left then a right Indifferent on this life But I cant give it no price In your range Til my homie twirl and hurl that knife to where you think Wooly eyed why ain't you expect The shepherd to lead you right to your death Cause he who got the stick Aint supposed to do the talking Damn near any road that I pick Im gon' end up off it Hey "good lookin" let's find our footing Hardly share I don't need no proof of what I put in But a rise in numbers make me wonder Something gotta be clicking Even though it might not be as quick as Some I see getting instantaneous fame Only to tomorrow be Some fools tale If you ain't believe til you seen it full scale I thank you but We gon' have to celebrate separately Objectively you know us If a nigga know something It’s how to be resourceful Pennies to our name Still found a way to get dope and more food Spitting for Whatever comprehensive Say I'm more than sure that it was me that need convincing Overflowing confidence What I'm defending Shoutout "Glo" Spark what I create I think thats in genesis Praise to the most high Die with a thoinkie to offer god Like good looks that’s all you You my mans you finna be gone too Reward me for rapping "Jackson" threw me a nug Making sure If we ain't talked You still sure of my love Enough of me to go round Enough of me to go round Leave ghost towns No rush What I’m seeing enough for now
7.
Stars In the Sky 02:04
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Late to the blame of fashion Blind her the whites flashing I don't question the status I’m not taking action hastily Set the pace and we racing to the inflation of the situation She tenderly iron my rayon I control the chaos Take the day off Run my finger cross the "V" like a seance Who there You fair worse with time I’m the worst kind Think of more lies to extend my stay baby Hanging one arm from the monkey bars And we face to face Love I can’t explain I only call it case by case She bang the gavel My text bubble read objection My clothes in tatters Gripping my still bloodied weapon But I believe it’s true then so can you And we live happily however long Trips we stick to in city traveling Watch the stars and pretend that we gone Somewhere we can explore Seeing me broken only make me appreciate you more We in the swing of things Push you kick them legs out On the bench I’m on the fence about What I offer to the oxygen What my other options is If I forget a forewarning Torn into lowly shreds Long to be on your head Refreshed then go our separate ways This exchange the same just minus delicate phrasing Sleeping bear I had no choice but to cave in
8.
Broken Mirror 03:26
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I come In I caress you with my bloody fist Where the money sit 10v10's streaks and a skinny spliff Wonder if our love was just better missed Flee would say you know better miss Know my nature competitive Lost soul I can't help my possessiveness Let me in Matters worsen Kisses from a distance I can't resist you in person Power played against me Would I let It get this deep If I ain't love you I made them blunts food When the going got tough And the tough became us I felt my wounds would grow shut I think of your touch And why I can't have it when I crave it But I know that my behavior irrational The perfect match for you I can't claim to be But if you wit me we gone live it To the fullest Whatever that is Drop the blame I say your mom and dad did They way of brainwashing cause me to seem like what I'm asking excessive They frown upon you accepted Me for my explosions I had told you A detonator by nature Im grateful to have you Baby my past just Got me shut off from some of the colors But no matter how many times I make the list music gon' sit above us How its gotta be How can I embody the lion and push monogamy Yagami got these notes in my hand Mouth the syllables see your face Watch you age into sand And flip this all over all pros until you tried to con your way in my headspace Unstable here Keep on joking bout your fears til they surround me I undress you lick them lips and let you drown me Tell yo body I don't put her first Your heart through the dirt But your rep held high That I promise Wont tell you that I'm ready Til it come with confidence Find me just like me What embody unsightly It’s likely I got you strung along You was staying strong but I’m just not it The farthest From a peace symbol Weave into Almighty all powerful Shattered my heart Shower you with the shards All I can offer Love tarnished since toss up Push off Free of the cross up We all been lost once You want us to be that together forever Mirror break on elbow Worrisome fellow Won't fair you no better Birds of a feather Getting shot down together I’m afraid that you on your own I’m afraid that I could be wrong But I’m afraid none of us knows Selfish I made you my home Now I'm packing up and leaving My character too late to defend But she look at me and see no evil Me of all people I try to be delicate I know you can't help it Baby if it’s meant to be let’s test it

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released June 19, 2020

Jaylin Wade
Jordan "Cloud Boy" Patterson
Zachary "dvnt" Levy
JaKari "Kari" Thompson

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